I am enough. These three words hold immense power, especially for those dealing with the stress and uncertainty of having a pending legal case. As a criminal defense attorney, I see people experiencing their fears, pain and deep sorrow. Whether they are an innocent person accused of something they didn’t do and are in need of a champion, or they have made a mistake and are envisioning the life they have built disintegrating before their eyes, sitting with my clients is a privilege. I sit with them in all their humanity, and many times I witness people who feel like they are not enough.
During the past 15 years that I have practiced criminal defense, I have realized that much of the pain my clients are suffering from stems from a feeling of not being enough. Actually, I would go so far as to say that this pain is felt by many people in our society, regardless of whether they are defendants in a criminal case.
Marisa Peer, an author, speaker and therapist, works with many people who seem to have it all. She has observed that her clients are very successful by society’s measure, yet some are nevertheless miserable and suffering. Peer concluded that the mental pain and suffering human beings experience is caused by feeling like they are not enough. She often traced the development of those belief systems to a childhood trauma or experience.
One example Peer gave was of a young boy who was required to cook his father dinner each night. When his father finished eating, he gave his leftovers to the dog and never permitted his son to eat the food that he had prepared. The little boy developed the belief that he was not worthy of even being able to eat a decent meal, that he was less worthy than the dog.
Hearing this story, I began to ponder my own childhood and relationship with my father, Jeff Stein. The very essence of his parenting of me was, “YOU ARE ENOUGH.” As far back as my memory can go, I remember feeling that even though I made mistakes, I was always enough in his eyes and in his heart.
As a little girl, I loved gymnastics. No matter how demanding his work schedule was (and I now better understand exactly how demanding his schedule was), he was at my gymnastics meets. I knew that if I fell off the balance beam, he was there loving and supporting me, telling me that no matter the outcome, I was enough.
In high school, at my father’s urging, I took up pole vaulting, and he was again at every single track meet. We spent afternoons traveling to weekday meets and many weekends traveling to track meets as well. When it was my turn to vault, I started my run. I sprinted, pole in hand, hoping that the mechanics would mesh with my speed and the present wind conditions and that I would take flight. Sometimes the results weren’t pretty (thankfully, I was wearing a helmet). Sometimes the results were beyond what I had ever dreamed possible. Knowing that at every meet, my father was there, that he was proud of me for being brave and for trying, and that he always thought I was enough regardless of the outcome was a gift. It was a gift because I was internalizing that message
In 1975, my father began working as a criminal defense attorney. He knew his clients’ pain, he saw their suffering, and he knew that by being with people, really seeing them, and reminding them that they are enough, he was doing good in the world.
He used his brilliant mind to develop strategies to address their short-term legal problems and also their long-term human problems. I know that my father has given this same incredible gift to all of his clients during the years he has been practicing law, which will be 50 years in 2025.
He has cared for their futures, he has been their advocate, but more than anything, just like he did for me, he has always shown up. He has always expressed to them that they are enough. He continues to do this for our clients to this day, and he continues to do this for me.
As a parent, beyond all other lessons that I seek to teach my sons is that they are enough. Hurt people hurt people, and healed people heal people. People who know they are enough seek to support other people. People who know they are enough still make mistakes in their lives, but they know that they are worthy of putting in whatever effort is required to make the changes they need to make to live as the best versions of themselves.
I recognize that I am incredibly lucky to have a father who, throughout my childhood and now well into my adult life, continues to remind me just how enough I am. If you’re facing a pending legal case or other major life stress, it may feel like everything is uncertain. But even in the face of the unknown, new opportunities are always available when you remain open to them. Knowing that we are enough is what gives us the bravery to move forward into the unknown and to go after our dreams.
In sharing this important lesson that I learned from my father, I hope that it inspires us all to remind ourselves, as well as the other humans we are lucky enough to share space with during this precious, short life we have that we are all enough. If someone ever told you that you’re not enough, that was a lie. You are an amazing, beautiful, unique human being deserving of love. You are enough.
A Practical Tool You Can Use
A practical tool for fixing an unhealthy belief system that Marissa Peer shares is putting up signs all around your home and setting reminders on your phone to pop up throughout the day. These signs and reminders read, “I am enough!” The constant reminders reinforce the new belief system and eventually crowd out the old belief system.
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